The Things That Gone.....

I cleared up my things yesterday, and found many old stuffs. Those are all my collections when I was a kid, and each of them contains a memory...

She is my first idol. I was in primary school then, about 10 or 11 years old, and I bought her all ablums. All are legal copies. And look, they're almost new! Although they're all published ten years ago. I'd like to keep things clean and new. Nowadays people call it OCD.= =, I admit, a little.

And this, I'm sure everyone who knows me, who also knows her. Yes, she is my idol, too. And already for more than 10 years. I have all her albums, and those are just tape part, not contains the CDs, and, the books....

Hey, look at this..Oh, please just ignore that ugly picture..= =...I was in Middle school then. I don't remember exactly why I didn't go with other members and just act like those real reporters. I just remember, I didn't join in, and I also just have this card!!= =...(gonna be kidding me- -)

This could be the most ridiculous one. I don't know how it works, and I even don't remember how I get it...I just remember I sent the apply form, and I received this...= =..And no follow-ups...Oh, I remember that one thing thay said is to sent them 2 essays each year..Well, they must took my name off already...= =

And about this, it has a special experience. The sohu blog is my first blog, even it is kinda of closed now.. And I got the permission of this activity when I was in college. So I went to Beijing alone, with only 50RMB or so, to took my ticket..and, a T-shirt..= =..Although it not as good as it said...

These cute cards all came from a clun called XiaoTaiYangZhiYou or something like that...I have no idea how I join it. I just received a letter, and they told me I was a member of them...= =And I can received 1 or 2 letters with journals inside. They also hold some competitions and other activities. I only as a member for 2 years, cuz the third year's membership cost money..And my dad said they were liars..= =

hey, my article was printed on a magazine for the first time..Even the magazine for primary school...and I was already in High school then...= =...So what..it's a fairy tale any way...And I got 100RMB for it...

Also in High school, but this time in newspaper...A TV newspaper of our province. Oh, I just found my high school years are also my create years...Now my inspiration seems to run to an end...T^T...

I like these things..The pen and the color pencils are cute...I just remembered that I sent my drawing, and I got these...

It looks beautiful..at least at that time...I stolen it from my uncle's house..= =..Hey, don't blame me, I was just a little girl then, and I like shining things, not to mention it has a shape of heart....

It's just a box..Oh, it used to have candies in it...My little sister also bought one. You know, pink, shape of heart, little girl's favorite thing...

I always put them together, they're match, aren't they~And I believe it can bring magic at that time....

Tiny cute cards...I also played during my breaktime..

Oh, this club has already closed down...= =...

These cards are cute...I collected them from a kind of instantnoodle. There should be a whole set..But I only have these..enough..I think...

Book marks...They even not be used as a book mark for just one time...Just for collection..- -

My first MP3 player and my first electronic dictionary...They really are my best and old friends..

Oh, this card has very special meaning for me..She was my friend, from distance..We wrote letters to each other...You know how it means to kids, friends, letters, mysterious...We keep in touch until we were in high school..But now we lost contacts...I only hope that she can saw it...there're many things I wanna talk and explain to you...

These three books accompanied me during my third year of high school...At that time, I only hope I can have a dad like that...Now I see, the real world is harsh...I never have a dad like that....- -

And about this...I never forgive my parents for this...I have a chance, but they made me to miss it..And now, I have to start from the very begining...I will never ever go to the wrong way this time....

OK, that's all...And there're more...and I will put them together...and, it needs time....